To a friend:
I just read this now, thanks so much for sharing :)
What is happening to you is so beautiful! I can relate to the amazing feeling of finding a soulmate. I graduated from college on December 20, 2012 and woke up to conspiracies and spirituality the next day. I spent the next 6 months exploring esoteric ideas for the first time and saving up money to go backpacking. I had a strong urge to go to Peru, and synchronicity made it the perfect destination for my goals of spiritual development and living an extremely frugal lifestyle. I ended up meeting my current wife within a week thanks to, of all places, craigslist. It was perfect timing in my life to meet her, someone who is so sensitive to energy and had been studying esoteric yoga for some time. She got me more into meditation and is the reason why I am taking the environmental aspect of this matrix seriously. All this among many, many wonderful things.
I am sure that this relationship is a gift from God to you. That is how the world works, once you are fully awake. When we wake up spiritually, it means we have learned all the lessons of this, I guess I'll call it matrix again for lack of a better word, and move on to more profound experiences. The seemingly cold, mathematical indifferent events of this world melt away and each experience in your life becomes so meaningful.
This is what the Awakening is. Millions of us are synchronistically getting to the point where we are ready for our 'graduation' from this level of experience and that means that beautiful experiences are going to be manifesting all over the world on a grand scale. A beautiful Renaissance of human spirituality, creativity and development is in our near future!
Unfortunately, there is going to be a equal, opposite reaction. Consider the pending disasters that face us: the threat of large scale terrorism, vulnerability to changing environment, severe tensions between hostile states, drastic changes to ecosystems and more. Each of these things will, over time, unfold into serious issues that we are going to have to collectively face.
I've struggled a lot over the course of this year in fear of whatever force is behind the counterpart to the Awakening. I used to think that the world was controlled by some demiurge antagonistic to spiritual development but I have had some revelations recently that have drastically altered my outlook.
Every force acting in this matrix is acting out of love. The darkness is truly just a shadow. Even the most depraved, awful experiences in our world are consensual interactions between souls for the purpose of spiritual development and the realization of the grand beauty of God. On a surprisingly close spiritual level/density/dimension, the darkness and light are animated from one source, working symbiotically to produce profound experiences that allow our souls to grow.
Like you mentioned with those subreddits, events will be happening very soon. As one polarity magnifies, so does the other. This is all synchronistic with events going on in the matrix, the beginning of the presidential race being an important example. My friend actually thinks that there might be an 'event' today. I am wary because he has had insights before that we have misinterpreted, but it is not entirely without reason. We have been reading through the L/L Researcb Archives, from the group that channeled the Ra Material (Law of One). They say in an early session that there will be a 'sign' that will signal a major energy shift on Earth is coming. A special synchronicity that will alert us, a positive sign accompanying a shadow event. We think that the recent Louisiana violence might be related, occurring 3 years and 3 days after the Aurora 'event' that was the catalyst to get me to peruse conspiracy literature for the first time.
Synchronisticially, things in my personal life are reaching a crescendo as well. I am in the best shape of my life, penetrating occult and mystic literature at a deeper level than I ever have before, learning more advanced levels of meditation and yoga, and as I mentioned, my third eye is waking up. Its like I can feel the dimensions of my consciousness and they are about to break free from being constricted by and bound to this matrix. It means I am growing in to my 'free will' and becoming a creator of events instead of being on the receiving end. Awakening the inner senses and bridging symbiotic communication between the microcosm and the macrocosm.
My friend has said since the beginning that “Love and Light is all there is” and we are taking it more literally than ever. My fears and anxiety are melting away and we are immensely excited for what the future holds, secure in the knowledge that All is One.
Regardless of what happens in the near future, I am actively preparing myself physically, mentally and spiritually for whatever profound experiences will come our way.
I have a little more to say, but am about to rest. Thanks again for your last message, it truly lifted my spirit and set me on a positive course for the day.
Love and Light